it's so funny, how sometimes you say its okay, insist it's okay, but it's not.
no, it's never like you think it is. i'm talking about when at one side, you feel
utterly relieved, and fulfilled. but then you're on edge, and the littlest thing
can anger you beyond comprehension. you go from thinking happily saying
you're great, and one need that's denied, no matter how big or how small,
can leave you wanting to scream. but you still feel that same utter edge of
calm.
and it makes you want to scream more.
hm, so. this is my first blog. that's pretty cuool, right? yeah. i just... want
to be heard. but, we all ask for that. how often does it happen? i hate being
ignored, and that's all i've felt this past week. i feel like it'll only get worse,
but....
but nothing.
i'm a cynic at heart.
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